Until the approach of Christmas, my thoughts had turned more often to another pregnant woman I know only from the pages of beloved books. Charlotte Brontë fell pregnant around Christmas 1854, at the advanced maternal age of 38. Hers had been a tragic life in so many respects: blighted by loss and loneliness, financially and emotionally precarious, enduring the sordid dramas of her brother’s alcoholism, the thwarting of many of her own plans and desires, constant ill health and (frankly) bad weather.
Haworth Parsonage, in the romantically named but rather bleak West Riding of Yorkshire, turned out to be a literary hothouse where, from childhood, Charlotte and Emily and Anne Brontë sharpened one another’s creative talents, and eventually birthed novels that would take far-off London by storm and be cherished by generations of thwarted young women. Their heroines differ by temperament, moral sensibility, and fate, but all are marked by the social isolation that threw the Brontë women constantly back on their own (pooled) inner resources.
Jane Eyre and Lucy Snowe, Agnes Grey and Helen Graham, Catherine Earnshaw, and even Shirley Keeldar and Caroline Helstone — some wealthy and some poor, many (but not all) orphans, some (but not all) finally reaching the “safe” harbour of a happy marriage and family — are all strangely set apart from those around them. Their sufferings, or their passion, or their poverty, make them different, and those who do attain happy endings must snatch them from the jaws of tragedy.
All this makes me wonder what Charlotte might have written later — after her marriage and the birth of her baby, after joining, in a way, the stream of “regular” humanity who procreate and bicker and grow old and pudgy and fret about their kids’ education and participate in local gossip. Would she have become more of a George Eliot, with both a keener and a kinder eye for the intricacies of a life lived within social bounds? Or would she have doubled down on her romantic, friendless heroines and their yearnings for love and adventure?
Emily and Anne Brontë had died within months of each other, in December 1848 and May 1849 respectively, succumbing to the tuberculosis that killed their older sisters, Maria and Elizabeth, as children. After their deaths, Charlotte gave happy endings to her two most sociable heroines, Shirley and Caroline from Shirley (published in 1849). It’s thought that the two characters were based on Emily and Anne respectively, and that though Charlotte intended for Caroline to die of tuberculosis, after watching Anne — her last sibling — undergo the same fate, she could not subject her fictional counterpart to it as well. Caroline recovers and marries her love.
Charlotte, having refused a number of marriage proposals — including a first offer from the man she did end up marrying — went to the altar with her father’s Irish curate, Arthur Bell Nicholls, in June 1854, five years after Anne’s death. I wonder again and again how she felt taking this step, alone among all her siblings, with none of them in attendance; a vote for life after so much death, a definitive break with that sequestered, doomed, charmed family circle. Her life split cleanly in two halves, a future opening to her not, perhaps, of wide vistas and intrepid doings (as dreamed of by her Jane Eyre), but of the ordinary ups and downs of raising a family of her own with a man she (by all accounts) respected and loved.
It was not to be. A few months of domestic happiness, the beginnings of a pregnancy — but by Easter 1855, Charlotte too had been laid to rest in the family vault in the Church of St. Michael and All Angels at Haworth. Her death certificate records the cause of her death as phthisis – which is to say, consumption, otherwise known as tuberculosis. She had joined her sisters after all. But accounts of her final weeks suggest that she probably died from hyperemesis gravidarum (HG), severe morning sickness, followed, perhaps, by refeeding syndrome (when someone rapidly begins to eat again following a period of undernutrition).
In other words, Charlotte became severely dehydrated and malnourished, too nauseated to eat. (“A wren would have starved on what she ate during those last six weeks”, reported one witness, perhaps her maid Martha.) Then, presumably in her second trimester, she began to beg for food and eat eagerly — but it was too late. Without proper treatment, she and her unborn child died on 31 March 1855. (Natasha Moore)
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